An email confirming an IRC meeting made me realise my June 12th flight "home"... is on MONDAY. Monday, not Tuesday as I thought it was.
Not Tuesday as I had planned for it being.
Not Tuesday as I had worked so hard to accept it being.
Not Tuesday as I had somehow convinced myself I could leave on...
...
I won't go! You can't make me!!
Sigh. Relax man, get a grip.
So anyways, Air Canada will not take my money to upgrade my ticket. Absurd.